February 24, 2015

I Hate Waiting...

Why am I so impatient? I ask myself this far too often. Nobody is as impatient as I am. This is why I have gone through one too many failed relationships, I think. I get excited when something good happens but I have a hard time letting things run at their own pace, and I absolutely HATE games. Stupid "He has to text first, blah blah blah" games. I mean, yeah it usually works....But I still hate it. Anyway, wow that was a tangent. Yes, I am impatient. I always want to speed everything up, like these 5 months that keep me from going to Lithuania now. I'm just really ecstatic to go. I love traveling and having the opportunity to live differently. I'll have to take public transport and walk a lot. I'll live in an apartment. I'll have to probably eat a lot of fish, which I don't normally ever eat. I'll take night trains to get to my foreign destinations. I'll be surrounded by people who I don't understand and who don't understand me, although I AM learning Lithuanian :) It is easier than I expected. Does that sound scary or annoying to you? If so, you should probably just stay at home forever then. Hahaha, that was a joke :) I personally think everyone should get out there and experience these new things. How will we grow if we don't?
I bought myself a DSLR camera, and some Beats by Dre for those times I want to be in my own world, unbothered, which is often. I'm so ready.

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